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Simple. Boring.

  • Dec. 20th, 2009 at 3:02 PM

Last night someone at work said that they didn't want to be simple because that would simply be 'boring.' Naturally my response was 'Do you consider me to be boring?' and their response was absolutely classic. 'Not really.' WTF? Not really?!? Generally speaking, it is pretty hard to offend me but those two words are still wreaking havoc on my mental state. That could possibly be the most insulting thing someone has said to me. Ever. Sure I may have 'vanilla' moments but does that automatically make me a boring person? I mean clearly this person has such an exciting life living in Boonville, Missouri. (Paint that last line with a heavy coat of sarcasm) Boring, my ass. Boring?! "Not really?!"

WTF?!

Family Time

  • Dec. 9th, 2009 at 3:10 PM

This past week I decided to take some time off from work (a week, to be exact). I spent the first couple days to relax at home and spend some quality couch time with Brian and the 'kids'. The couch time was enhanced by an early Xmas present to ourselves..a brand new 40" tv! (It is beautiful! lol) After some leisure time, I headed back to KC to spend some 'holiday' time with my family. It was nice seeing my mom again (She's still in Wyoming) and other family that I haven't seen in way too long. Brian came to town for the last couple days which was really nice because we never seem to make it to KC at the same time. We had a nice night out to see his sister-in-law sing with her band and the next night I even made it back to Sugar Creek to see the tree lighting ceremony at my Dad's park. (I love that park and the whole small town feeling to everything.) All in all, it was a really nice, relaxing week. I definitely needed a little mini-vacation to get away from the social-overload of the casino world.

Speaking of the casino world, after an entire summer of waiting for the position to be posted..and months of waiting for an interview..and weeks of waiting for the 'results'..I have finally been promoted to dual-rate. Since this month is going to be hectic with all of the holidays and the extended hours, I highly doubt that training and everything will happen until after the new year. I'm a little nervous about it...cold feet, you could say..but good or bad it will definitely be a learning experience. (I hope I look good in a suit lol)

The last couple days has made it clear that fall is seriously around the corner.  Leaves are starting to turn as well as fall.  Riding the MKT yesterday was very pretty (and a little bumpy) due to all the leaves and acorns spreading a thin layer over the trail.  I can't wait to go buy pumpkins and have a carving night!  I don't think I'll be able to dress up in costume at work this year, which sucks because I rather enjoyed being a 'referee' on the Craps table last year.  It was pretty fun calling Interferences and Delays of Game! :)  Since my Summer To Do list was slightly lacking, I'm going to extend my deadline until the end of the year, thus making it my 2009 List.  So here goes..
  • Carve pumpkins
  • Read 13 books (30 for the year)
  • Learn how to make chili
  • Make a snowman/woman
  • Go sledding
  • Make snow angels
  • Learn the rest of the Thriller dance (I got the first half down)
  • Get down to a size 3 again
  • Make a Darb video
  • Pay off all debts incurred in 2009
  • Visit my mom in Cody, Wyoming
  • Vegas in December
  • Take guitar lessons
  • Take piano lessons
  • Learn some yoga
  • Learn some French
  • Learn more Spanish
  • Paint a picture
  • Visit the Mud Room
  • Visit the Butterfly House
  • Go to an MU game
  • Go to a Chiefs game

Summer Wrap-Up

  • Sep. 11th, 2009 at 1:13 AM

Summer is quickly coming to an end and I'm a little sad about it.  On the flip side I'm quite eager to see the colors of this town turn into the shades of fall.  I'm sure the last half of the year will be just as good as the first half...hopefully even better!  I wasn't as successful in regards to my Summer To Do List as I had hoped but it's hard to do them all! lol Here are the pics proving the ones I was able to complete..






   Pies in the face!            Royals Game



  Summer Fest                  Met Beetle Bailey!


  Float Trip                          Random Road Trip-Jeff City



  Visit the Arch  




Wedding Weekend

  • Aug. 24th, 2009 at 11:50 AM

Brian's only sibling, his brother Shannon, tied the knot on Saturday to the lovely Leah.  The wedding was held in a small church out in the country, five minutes away from Brian's parent's house.  The wedding was beautiful, as was expected, but I was definitely caught off guard by the emotions that went through me as Leah's dad walked her down the aisle.  I've been to many weddings and have never gotten teary-eyed.  It was a little heart-wrenching being reminded that my own father won't be able to walk me down the aisle.  But my watery eyes were not due to sadness but rather happiness.  I'm in no hurry to get married, it's just paperwork, and I already know (with all my heart) that Brian and I will be together forever so it's really just a technicality although I'm pretty excited to have his last name and let's face it, I'd say 'yes' the second he asks! lol :)

Brian's family was wonderful, like always.  They are all such genuinely good-hearted people!  My 'family' has disintegrated drastically since the passing of my father.  I used to have such a big family but true colors have come out and that big family has just disappointed me in every way imaginable leaving me with my immediate family only.  So when I'm around Brian's family, and they treat me like I'm already a part of their family..it's a wonderful feeling.  (That's an understatement) 

I'm also pretty sure that I don't want a traditional wedding.  (I think Brian does, though)  It seems too much like business.  Screw business, I want romance! lol  I want candid photos of us gazing lovingly at each other, not the 1-2-3-cheese photos.  I don't want choreography and an itenerary. I just want something intimate..something so simple that the only thing remembered is the love that poured out from the bride and groom..not the flavor of the cake lol. 

Anyways, back on topic, the weekend went perfectly.  Spending four days/nights with Brian, seeing him in a tux, beautiful wedding, fishing and star-gazing..yeah, it was perfect! :)

Insurance, anyone?

  • Jul. 22nd, 2009 at 2:33 PM

So I had a dream last night that I was dealing blackjack to a table-full of cheap, high maintenance players.  I was trying to prove to these people that I wasn't a freaking moron and that I knew what I was doing.  (The incessant pointing at the winning 3-card poker bet was unnecessary..I wasn't going to forget them)  I was dealing right along, slowly gaining there trust when I deal myself an Ace.  I ask for insurance, then game is back on.  After everyone splits and doubles and cards are everywhere I flip my card over only to reveal a blackjack.  Everyone looked at me like I was a day-one dealer.  Supervisors spread the word about my moronic mistake which led to upper management knowing and I soon knew that I was going to be fired for it.  Sheesh.

For the record, that is one mistake I've managed to avoid in four years and don't plan on making.  Knock on wood.

Ups and Downs :)

  • Jun. 6th, 2009 at 4:01 AM

Things have been going pretty well lately.  I'm slowly introducing myself more and more to Columbia.  During a walk on one of the many trails in the city, Brewtus and I stumbled upon Twin Lakes which has a really good size dog park.  I was a little hesitant to take him because he's not the most obedient dog but like always he did really well.  We both enjoyed meeting all the other dogs and owners and everyone got along very well.  Brewtus is even swimming now! Needless to say, we spend at least an hour every day at the park now. 

Brian and our neighbor have been wanting to teach the girls (myself and my neighbor's wife) how to ride motorcycles for awhile now. I don't share their excitement in learning.  I'm pretty content with being a passenger.  Well the boys ended up purchasing a small dirt bike to putt around in the back yard.  Everyone was successful excluding myself.  Gravel is not soft.  Apparently I gunned it..tried to brake..but never let off the accelerator.  No bueno.  I'll try again before the summer is over, preferrable on soft grass!! lol

Work is work.  Craps is just ridiculous.  It seems like only a small percentage of the players know how to get a game going but of course, they never get the good rolls.  Instead, the good rolls are wasted on field bets or line bets without odds.  And since there is rarely any action and since most of the dealers are too busy trying to be 'cute' to get good..I'm finding that my technical skills are going straight out the window.  I don't have the fear of messing up out here and that fear motivated me in KC.  In KC you kept your mouth shut and dealt a good game or they yanked you or you got yelled at by players/dealers/boxes.  Here in Boonville, no one cares.  I pray for blackjack every night now. 

Home Sick

  • Apr. 25th, 2009 at 1:16 PM

Well, I'm slowly getting settled here in Columbia.  I still don't really know anyone besides a few co-workers.  I want to say that they are all warm and welcoming but who am I kidding.  There are some ruthless people out here and some just annoy the heck out of me. lol  There are those that you say 'hello' to and they simply look away (yes, they are that rude) and there are others that have accepted my oddities. :)  Craps just isn't the same any more.  I miss my KC dealers soooo much.  It probably comes down to familiarity..in KC I knew what my crew was weak at, I knew what they excelled at, I knew what to expect and I knew what they expected out of me.  Here in Boonville, familiarity is definitely lacking.  On the flip side I have two dealers that can always make me smile or giggle no matter how irritated I am.  Their positive attitudes are very infectious. If you are from KC its kind of like Kha.  You simply can't NOT smile when you around them.  But every now and again I'll be in the middle of a game, stop and look around, and wish I had my crapless crew back.  Fluffers, Nino and Tall Tim.  I haven't heard an 'easily 6' called in way too long! :(

Brian was really patient with me the other day when it came to my bicycle and I.  I'm still a little hesitant when it comes to traffic and even balance lol.  He eased me over to one of the many trails around here and we rode to down town Columbia where we had a really good Thai lunch.  On the way back he pushed me a little further when it came to hills.  It didn't take long before I realized that those fun hills that we went down..only led to a steeper up-hill battle.  I'm so out of shape, I didn't think I'd make it back but the afternoon ended up being a bit of a success.  I got my first ride out of the way sans any accidents or embarrassing mishaps.  I'd really like to keep it up so that I can lose a few pounds and get into shape for the first time since high school.

I've been practicing my skills out on the piano, too.  (I'm really trying to knock out some of my LifeList this year.)  I have no intentions of being a professional pianist but if I continue throughout this year I'm very confident that I will be 'decent'.  I'd like to pick up the guitar again.  I'm not the type to accept defeat that quick..which is exactly what happened lol.  But determination is a bitch and I will prevail!  :) If I had more guts I'd add 'Join a band' to my yearly list.  Yeah right! haha

Summer of 2009 To Do List

  • Apr. 21st, 2009 at 1:44 PM

Things are going so well so far this year!  So well that I plan on filling this summer with some exciting activities.  Just a mini-life-list if you will.  So in no particular order here goes..
  • Pies in the face
  • Become debt free
  • Learn to golf
  • Sky dive
  • See the St Louis Arch
  • Visit the Butterfly House in St Louis
  • Go to  a Royals game
  • Go to a Cardinals game
  • Get a six-pack
  • Fly a kite
  • Try out an ImprovEverywhere mission
  • See a musical at Starlight Theatre
  • Take a mini trip to Chicago..via train, maybe?
  • Cover up my cupcake tattoo :)
  • Go to at least one 9th Street Summerfest
  • Ride a horse
  • Get a black-light tattoo
  • Go parasailing
  • Play frisbee golf
  • Learn to yo-yo lol
  • Learn some card tricks
  • Juggle 4-5 balls
  • Read 20 books (17 down, 3 to go)
  • Make a sidewalk-chalk-display
  • Go 4-Wheelin'
  • Get a picture taken with Beetle Bailey
  • Canoe trip
  • Get a dark tan :)
  • Learn to BBQ
  • Deal roullette!
  • Go to a batting cage and hit some balls
  • Play some mini golf
  • Teach my family craps to prep for Vegas in December! lol
  • Go parasailing
  • Random Road Trip
  • Start riding my new bicycle all around town
  • Play and/or dance in the rain
  • Play some sand volleyball
  • Hit a $100 hard eight lol
  • Take piano lessons
  • ..and guitar lessons
  • go to Paris
  • go to Mexico
  • learn some more Spanish
  • go rollerskating
  • paint a picture
  • become a size 3 again..
  • bicycle to Jeff City
  • learn the Thriller dance
I'll bold the ones that I have successfully done!

Young at Heart

  • Mar. 17th, 2009 at 4:58 PM

Brian had been asking me what I wanted for my birthday the last few weeks, months.  Every now and then I would think of something fun to request like matching aprons (cheesey, I know, but we're cooking alot these days) or a nice walk in the park or a good sushi dinner!  Everyday I came up with something sillier or quirkier.  However, like a good beau he remembered me mentioning something that I've wanted for the last few years that no one has ever come through with.

Let's preempt this with the fact that I LOVE movies.  Scary, action, animation, romantic or drama..I love them all.  In some of the less notable films you might be able to catch a fun food-fight-scene or better yet..someone smashing a cream pie in someone's face.  If you guessed that I had a messy food fight, it didn't happen but I guarantee it will come in due course.  That leaves the lovely cream pie!!  When I woke up yesterday and was drinking my coffee, Brian was hopping around the place gathering blankets and guitars and other picnic supplies.  I was stoked.  I had no idea until later that the pie-fight was going to be in the itinerary but I love a good picnic.  Brian and I had a lot of picnics when we first started dating and they never get old!  Anyways, with Brewtus in tow, we found a nice little spot near a creek and we got Brewtus in the water and were skipping rocks.  Sounds kind of redneck but it was very nice!  After some lunch and some play time he put some candles on a banana cream pie and I made a wish (stay tuned for whether or not it comes true).  Unfortunately the cream pie wasn't thawing like we thought it would so we took some whipped cream, filled some paper plates with it and WHAM!!!!  I'm not going to lie, I was a little frightened. :)  And I also have to mention that Brian enjoyed smooshing it in my face a little too much!  It was a perfect day!!! 



My First Parking Meter!!

  • Mar. 3rd, 2009 at 7:59 PM

I know it's just a parking meter and being charged for parking should be considered outrageous...but it was my first time and I loved it!!  (I'm trying to get out more! lol) Oh, and of course I had to take a picture! :) Today was also a first for trying hummus, brie cheese and a turkey/apple sandwich.  (No pics, sorry) Then after an afternoon of exploring the Pinnacle Bluffs, Fingers Lake and some country roads, Brian and I visited the one and only QT in Columbia to warm ourselves up with some cups o' joe.  Felt good to be back at a QT.  It was a good day! :)

Home Sweet Home

  • Feb. 24th, 2009 at 2:11 PM

For the most part, I'm finally moved to my new home in Columbia.  A friend of mine is going to be renting my tiny little Independence house starting in March and Brian's bills are already super cheap.  My bills are going to be close to non-existent which is quite exciting!  This is definitely going to be a new chapter in my life and I am very eager to see it play out.  Spending time with Brian, experiencing a new city, meeting new friends, saving money!! and simply enjoying and living our lives will make this an incredible year!

In the work department, things aren't going as well as predicted.  I used to be a great dealer that was always procedure-oriented.  Apparently when you switch casinos every little procedure changes in some minute way.  Adapting to new procedures is posing a bit of a problem.  And from what I can gather from my new co-workers, the procedures change on a close to daily basis.  I guess I'm not doing as poorly as I'm letting on but I can definitely do much better.  I'm slowly getting used to the fact that this casino has a dislike for automatic shufflers, I've become a fan of the 'rubber banding' and also the burning a card when you tap into a game.  The vig up front is killing me.  Seriously, it's the exact same thing as before but I'm just getting the vig prior to the bet hitting which should be simple but change is hard to do for me, I guess.  My new co-workers don't even come close to being as fun as my friends in KC but they are overall very nice and helpful and patient.  The players are pretty much the same (see Player Profiling) with the exception of some conversation topics.  For example, in Kansas City, farming was never discussed in my presence on a game. lol

People keep asking me my opinions of my new town, Columbia, and I've yet to offer a good reply.  Most of my days off have been spent in Independence packing up my house so all I've really seen is Barnes & Noble, HyVee and a few restaurants.  That will quickly change as spring is quickly approaching and my dealings in Independence are pretty much completed.  I have some amazing friends in KC so I will of course have some visits here and there.  I have to get my Tripoly fix every now and again! :)

Well that's all for now.  I'm sure I'll have a lot to report while discovering this new city so stay tuned!!

Adios 2008!

  • Jan. 6th, 2009 at 11:51 PM

Another year has come and gone.  It's not my birthday but I feel so much older.  I may even be experiencing a pre-mid-life crisis.  What it basically boils down to is..I really don't want my 20's to end.  I've always believed that by your mid-20's you are supposed to have some vague idea of what you want to do with your life and actually have covered some ground in regards to achieving what you so desire.  This whole lay-off situation is pretty much just one big headache when you consider the timing (holidays, young homeowner, horrible economy) but I'm really hoping that it will turn into a blessing in disguise.  I've definitely done some 'things' since the layoff which I wouldn't have done otherwise and hopefully, in time, these will all turn out to be positive choices.  Anyways, I have applied to countless numbers of businesses and if all goes well, I will be offered a position this week.  (Fingers crossed)  At any rate, I've definitely learned the importance of saving and if it takes multiple jobs and 60 hour work weeks..I'm going to bounce back.  One step back, five steps forward...right? 

Brewtus has definitely enjoyed my unemployment status since he has his mamma home more often now.  At the same time, though, Brewtus and Kitten (aka Noodle) have officially bonded.  She was naturally quite timid around him when she first moved in but now I think they are actually enjoying the companionship.  Generally Brewtus is my little shadow and just yesterday I turned around in my bedroom to find him not there.  I searched around and found him in the spare bedroom, laying on the floor next to the computer chair that Kitten was napping on. Too cute!  Brewtus had an eye injury about a week ago but seems to be doing much better now. 

I've spent quite a bit of time in Columbia lately.  Since Brian actually has a job and since I put the job-search on hold through the holidays I went to his neck of the woods to hang out.  It seems like such a cool town.  Being there makes me want to go back to school.  But that just stirs up the question of what do I want to study? And since I want to study everything and don't have any moo-lah..that poses a bit of a problem.  I know I'll go back, I just have to figure out how and when and all those lovely questions. 

For quite some time now, I've been dreaming of traveling Europe.  Believing that someday I will actually step foot on European soil I thought it would be wise to educate myself on the many countries over there.  Since you generally see like 10 countries in a few days or something like that, I thought that this would be useful information.  Well once I learned the countries of Europe, I decided to try Africa since my mother and I are planning a trip (who knows when that will happen).  Anyways, it started with Europe and then it just snowballed to ultimate-dorkness because I can now name all 195 countries in the world, including spelling and location in under 15 minutes.  Wow I'm a nerd.  Since I tackled that feat why not something else?  I should probably start on some foreign languages.  That would be significantly more difficult but would be a necessity before traveling..hmmm.

Sauce Side Down

  • Nov. 19th, 2008 at 8:28 AM

Friday I got laid off from my job of three years.  Saturday I found out that my extended family is absolutely heartless with a dash of cruelness.  I also found out that my sisters BFF since junior high..her sister died from blood clots around her lungs.  Holidays are coming.  My mother is not coming into town.  Brewtus is getting old. Sauce side down.

Dreams

  • Oct. 21st, 2008 at 5:23 PM

Yesterday I watched a movie called 'Once.'  It was amazing!  It's been a long time since I've really truly enjoyed a movie like that.  The part that touched me the most was the idea of making your dreams a reality.  This made me a bit sad because I'm 27 years old and have yet to determine what my dream is.  Of course I want to be happy and experience life but as to specifics..I'm clueless.  What I do know is that dealing dice is not my dream!!   Few people actually have their 'dream jobs' but seriously, what am I aiming for?  Hmmm... 

Tact

  • Oct. 20th, 2008 at 5:18 AM

tact: acute sensitivity to what is proper and appropriate in dealing with others, including the ability to speak or act without offending

Examples of how one may prove that they are without tact...
**offering to shove someone into the corner to accommodate yourself and your loved one
**inviting one out to hang out with someone else
**whispering into someones ear in front of their 'date' and following it up with a bitchy giggle
**consistently and constantly speaking of yourself as high and mighty, thus making everyone else appear below you
**telling someone that you are only having dinner with them to have dinner with their 'date'

...just some thoughts

Effort

  • Aug. 25th, 2008 at 3:10 PM

Effort is so hard to come by any more. Just simple effort. Ugh.

Catch-up (not ketchup)

  • Jul. 6th, 2008 at 6:14 PM

Let's see, aside from a ton of work...things have been pretty uneventful. At work, I've been dealing Crapless a lot. I'm definitely improving but that games a bit hard. Definitely harder on my back which makes me want a day at a spa with the best massage imaginable. :) I've been a bit moody, the players at work are just brutal, so I'm in desperate need of some R&R. So I've planned a couple trips to the lake house this month and hopefully that will be the break I need. I got to ride in a firetruck this week, which was awesome! I felt like I was ten years old. lol I got to see fireworks as well which was great. I had some more strange dreams last night..in one I grabbed the dice mid throw (caught them both) and yelled "No roll" for no reason what so ever. In my dream I laughed at the moron shooter and actually woke myself up by laughing. :) In another, I found out that a friend of mine's girlfriend was cheating on him. No bueno. Brewtus' arthritus is getting worse and it breaks my heart to see him ache. :( My mom made it to Korea and back, muy bueno. She said she got me a buddha...can't wait to see it! Oh, I also flashed everyone at the bar...ugh. If I was more blessed in that department I'd have been ok with it..but I'm not and I wasn't.

Later this week: why does Arby's on 291 feel the need to put a "Sorry for the Inconvenience" sign up due to the tornado that whisked it away a month ago?

Windshield Wipers

  • Jun. 17th, 2008 at 6:35 PM

Odd title for a blog, yes, but last week I realized how under-appreciated they are and that they are more than deserving of a little recognition. I have been driving for about a decade now (wow I'm getting old) and have experienced many moments of rain, snow, mist and even evenings full of flying critters that smush against the windshield. In all these glorious moments, my hand instantly goes to my windshield wiper thingy and..bam!..I can see again. Maybe 'bam' isn't the appropriate word but Emeril would still appreciate it. :) Anyways, last week as I'm driving down I-35 in the pouring down rain, my windshield wipers suddenly quit working! No bueno! I somehow made it off the highway but realized that there was no way I'd be able to make it all the way home. And there were no signs of the rain letting up any time soon. A friend eventually came to my rescue and lugged me home, and all was well again. But seriously speaking, I will never take those things for granted again!

Let's see, what else?...I've gained a roommate although he isn't planning on staying very long. He's a blast. I've also gained a new temporary pet who we've named George. He's been on my screen door for like two days now..oh I guess I should say that George is a massive moth (bigger than a pack of cigarettes!) I'm not sure how long he plans on staying either. :(

My computer has died..or is suffering from an illness...not really certain. Since it's such an old computer I'm really not that worried about it. My roommate has brought his computer over so my habit is still being fed. I just need to save up and get a new one.

I took Saturday and Sunday off this week and decided to work my two days off instead so that I wouldn't have to sacrifice any PTO. That means I have to work nine days straight, no bueno. But I could use the money..really use the money so hopefully it will work out for the better.

I saw Indiana Jones a couple weeks ago...and was highly disappointed! I don't want to spoil anything but if you've seen it and don't agree with my critique than you are officially a moron. It was terrible!

Ok, shower and work in a couple hours so I've got to go! xoxo

Dream a little Dream..

  • May. 31st, 2008 at 7:04 PM

Lately I have been having some pretty wicked dreams.  I need to start a dream journal or something.  I just woke from a mid-afternoon nap about 30 minutes ago so this wasn't written when my memory was working at its full potential...but here is what I can remember:

Where: Kross
When: who knows
Who: Breakfast Club (Jenn, Fran, Bill, Nick), Larry C (pit boss at work..strange), Chin, Sarah L (grade school), Scabbers (the rat from Harry Potter...?)
What:  The only thing I can remember is that we, just a couple of us) were inside the restaurant, walking through the bar, sneaking even, when Larry C starts freaking out.  We know its because of us and apparently we let Scabbers loose inside the bar freaking all the patrons out.  When we believe that Larry caught scabbers, we now see that it is a cheetah or something.  Chaos follows.  Everyone is running everywhere and we escape through the back of the restaurant but we lost Chin and couldnt find him.  Ooh, before we were 'sneaking' out of the restaurant Jenn was explaining how she knew French and since it was a French restaurant she could help with the menus.  I ordered coffee and cream in English, they understood.  Brian (I think was there too) poured the cream and overflowed his coffee mug all over the table...

Analyze that thing! lol